Dear Diary..

I watch porn and change the type of porn that turns me on pending my moods.

Lately I can't find anything that revs my engine. I guess it's time to find a new site or clips. What a let down when your looking at porn and you can't find anything. It's like your thirsty but you only have warm water.

My biggest pet peeve in porn is when the sex action doesn't match the voices. Nothing like hearing a good spanking and he's pulling her hair. Or she's saying fuck me and he's taking off his shirt. Mind you, I love all that stuff but I want to hear and see it happening.  I don't want to hear a sexy voice over that never matches.

A few year's ago I got asked by a porn film company to use my voice for voice over work. I actually turned them down. I probably should have taken the job and showed them a thing or two on making porn sound just as hot as the sex.

Must be why I love the dirty talk nothing gets me going more then just talking about it

Happy Sunday -- oxo

you learn...

Dear Diary..

I am sorry my blog been under some down times, I thought I would share with all of you.

I suffered a lengthy illness which ended up causing me some physical pain in recovery.  Not the pain I like when you spank my ass.

As you can see I am getting back to my old self.   I wanted to thank you for all the support all the way.  Just cause I am open about my sexuality doesn't mean I'm not human.  I think sometimes people often see me as just a fantasy. 

I learned so much in the last few months about myself and others,  It's really okay to be in fantasy, but sometimes it's okay to just breath .

I spent most for the last week reading my own blog,  I had to laugh and ask myself "Did I really share that". 

So it's time to get back to doing what I do best and get my life on track. Are you ready for all the new times of this dirty kitty.

                               Muah  Kat