Dear Diary..

 

I'm a girl who likes to be on top of stuff,  but I don't like to be on top. 

 

You heard me,  It's a sexual position that does nothing for me.  Maybe cause I don't have an orgasm.  I can't even watch it in porn to get turned on. 

 

But I am a fan of the Reverse cowgirl maybe that's because I like it when I get a spanking.

 

I often joke, I do bad things just for the spanking.  God only knows if that was true I'd be bad all day long.  Something about a hot red mark just heats me up.

 

So I'll leave the top to others and just keep ass slapping sex for myself.

 

oxox- Kat

Dear Diary

I woke up in a scandalous mood today.. that always a bonus for all the trouble I can find now !!

Maybe it was all the hot porn I watched last night before bed. I love seeing all the different sexual positions. No matter how many I watched, just give me ass up and face down with my tits pressed to the bed. It's always my absolutely favorite. I noticed that a lot of porn don't have good dirty talk. I don’t mean that fake dirty talk they do in porn like they never had sex before. I mean real dirty talk that makes you just ticks and turns you on.

I really think dirty talk has to be natural, you don’t have to go over the top. Just be real and speak from your body's needs and desires. It's your time to get what you really want in bed and just let it all go. If you want his hands on your ass, tell him or just grab his hand and spank your ass. 

I might need a spanking now, to bad spanking myself is never hard enough 

Kat ox

Dear Diary..

I am finishing up this summer with the Fifty Shade series.  I am on last book entitled Fifty Shades Freed.

Open your Legs, he orders

I move them apart.

Wider he orders

He then calls me a good girl.

Something about being called a good girl, when I'm being a nasty little slut for your partner.  It just makes you feel like its your job. That is one job I don't mind having. I have to admit that is quite a turn on for me when I am being talked to while having sex.  

As much as I love dirty talk, to me it's the right words or phrases that pull me in to a new sexual experiences.  So call me sweet baby as you bend me over the bed.

So I have loved reading the 50 shades books. Just like the book, maybe I need to get spanking when I do things wrong.  But in that case that would happen every day.

Hope you had a Happy Hump Day ~ Kat ox

Dear Diary,

Welcome to the weekend !   I am going to have to drag myself to the mall at some point to go Christmas shopping.  Maybe if Santa gave out spanking and I could grind his lap. I would have went shopping before now.

I am starting to feel like everyone is about to blow at the same time.  You know the quiet before the storm . Well I am very sure, I love the blow part. But everyone seems to be walking the thin red line before they go holiday madness begins.   Thank god for sex toys !  

I already know I am going to be freezing, but I am going the Patriots vs Bears game on Sunday. Not sure any amount of alcohol will be able to keep my kitty warm. Maybe I should not have gotten a Brazilian wax this week.

I am flying back home on Monday,  I hope when I fly the TSA gives me the extra pat down !! :)

Happy Weekend

Dear Diary,

I am sure you missed me, I have been caught up with some busy days lately.  I am sure I deserve a spanking.

So this past weekend was the very first time I ever had sex on pain killers.  Don't even ask why this happened but wow what a experience you can be just fucked hard and it's like your floating on a cloud. It was like an out body experience for me. I won't make this a habit, but wow was it fun.

Last night I had a dream about giving a blow job on an airplane under a blanket. I wonder if that means I should go on a trip.

My stripper pole exercise class starts tonight, so I am looking forward to that. The told me to bring hot pair heels. So I am going with fishnet black heels.  Talk about trampy. 

Love Kitty ox

 

Dear Diary...

I get in trouble every Friday night.   I just break out and go crazy. Martini's and mischief was the theme of this Friday night. Vodka martini's are rocket fuel to my sex filled fun.

I woke up this morning with bruised ass cheek. I have to be honest, I love a good slap on the ass it's turns me on. I love the feel of an hard hand just hitting my ass check.   It make me just cream myself over and over.

I got it way to rough last night. My ass is a little tender to touch today. It's red and blue. Just toss in a white cum load. My ass is one proud American.

Maybe I will go soak in the bathtub and cool of my ass!

Luv your Kitty ox