Dear Diary..

Please tell me I am not the only one who is in the middle of sex and thinks of someone else or different hot sexual moment.

Sometimes I just can't help myself, I am getting my hair pulled by one guy but thinking of other. Everyone must have that one hot sexual moment that replay's in your head. It brings you to a orgasm just thinking about it.

I remember dating this guy Kenny when I was high school, He and I could kiss for hours and it was as hot as sun. I recall this one time.

I was wearing a necklace with silver catholic cross on it. He lightly grabbed the cross and pulled it slowly towards him. As my neck just got to drawn to him so he could kiss me . It was the first time my panties got wet with just one touch.  It was also the first time I knew I like to be pulled into being a bad girl

I often wonder what happen to that guy. He just had a way about him that made me just melt. He was the first guy I ever had sex with on my parents bed. Boy did that get us turned on just knowing we might get caught.  

Maybe I should really blame him, I loved being a bad girl from then on..

Happy Friday-- oxox 

Dear Diary..

So I've been going to the gym for a month.  Let me be clear my idea of working out used to be dancing with cocktails on Friday night.  Then dunking my chicken fingers in dipping sauce.  It was one hell of a work out.

So the first few times at the gym I just went and did my thing. I'd come home exhausted.

Then a hot girl started flirting with me.  She ended up being a little prude because once I started putting my moves on her,  she now just flashes a shy smile and works out.   If you can't handle it don't start it

So I started running on the treadmill the last few days I noticed the same guy run's next to me. He runs to impress me, you would think he was about to win a marathon tonight.  

He needs a clue,  impressing me would be bending me over in the parking lot of the gym. Because nothing turns me on like being taken in the heat of the moment

So now when I go to the gym I check out everyone  It just fuels me and my sexual appetite.

Now that's why I work out !!

--K oxox

Dear Diary

It's odd how guys feel about 900 lines, but they are always busy. Someone has to be calling them.  I never will be like a 900 phone sex line. Not because I have anything against them.  I am just on my own person.  I have always seen myself as a dirty friend compared to a phone sex girl. I like knowing my clients and personal stuff about them. No matter what you call it, I love what I do !

People think if you talk dirty or your a phone sex girl your a big slut.  I am fine with whatever you want to believe. I hate to tell you, but I am pretty much like a typical girl. I might be more sexual open to new things, but I can assure you I am not a slut. I have sex but I am not slobbering dick all over town. I know I just ruined your smutty fantasy. But I have never heard any guy say they don't want a dirty girlfriend 

My newest turn on is an old fashion corsets that tie up the back--- Talk about the sexual pressure building every time it gets tighter.  I am just turned on thinking about it. 

I once read the best sex you have is in your head and I believe that is very true.  You have to just find a way to bring it to life. I spend way to much time finding ways to make myself tick. The sexual world has more fetish and fun then ever before.  Go get lost in it and you'll be shocked what turn you on.

Dear Diary..

I just ordered some Liquid Latex Body Paint   I can just think of all the fun my body is going to have with dripping, pouring, dipping and painting up my body. I am not sure I can wait until it gets here. I forgot the best part the peeling it off. I hope its as much as a sexual turn as I am hoping it will be !  The best part of trying new sexual fetish is you have no idea what will turn you on. 

I was listening to the Rihanna song and the lyrics just stir every emotion inside of me. 

Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it
Sex in the air, I don't care, I love the smell of it
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But chains and whips excite me

It just puts me the mood for the weekend.  I think I need to just go out and just get crazy and let loose this weekend.  Sometimes you just need to live in the moment.   I can taste the martinis already!

Happy Weekend - Kitty oxxo

Well every girl needs a diary,  I am just sharing mine with you.  So be prepared I am never really sure what I will "pop" up.

I never felt like a typical phone sex girl. I really love my clients.  Being an independent phone girl let's me control my clients list.  I love being that dirty girlfriend experience.  I get a natural high off hearing hidden sexual desire and naughty secrets.

My latest phase is big cock, I love talking about it, I love looking up porn with the largest cock I can find. I love talking about it.  It turns me on just thinking about it. I am not just talking about cock length but let's have some girth to his dick.

I am a roller coaster of sexual turn on's   I feel like I go up one big peak and around a big turn and then just as it going down. I like to mix it up and go backwards. I am just never to sure what my needs will be that day. 

So come join my ride ....   Kitty

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