Dear Diary..

Every year I spend to much time of making lists of new year resolutions. I never keep of them. So this year I made no list.  So that put's me ahead of the game for 2015

God only knows I love a good party, but the countdown on New Year's Eve reminds me the dreaded premature ejaculation.  It's a big build up and then just bang it's over. I say why celebrate one night when you should celebrate every day.

I got to know so many wonderful people this year and can't thank you enough for being a part of my life. I will a blow you a KISS at midnight so make sure you catch it.

 

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

 

Dear Diary...

I love watching a men's face when I give them that dirty sexy look as I catch them the checking me out.

I went to dinner the other night this bored married guy sitting with his wife watch me all night. When his wife left the table. I purposely gave him a wink,sly dirty smile and bent over to give him a good show. I love being a cock tease. His face was etched in my mind all night.

I am spending the weekend enjoying cocktail at parties and holiday shopping.  Let's hope the cock-tail parties bring out some tail for me.

Kit-Kat ox

Dear Diary...

did you miss me?

Everyone's doing it?

Do you really think people have sex as much as they say they do ?

I am very honest about my sex life. It's odd people lie about their sex life's. They lie about how many partners - They lie about how big your cock is - They lie on how long they last in the sack ! Do you think we lie because we are afraid to be honest. Yes I have to admit, not everyone is a porn star.

Do you think it makes you cool if you have a higher number of sex partners then others. I wont lie if you tell me you only slept with one person your whole life, I might think your lying or strange. Maybe I should be saying WOW, that is great you found that person right away.

Why do people think if you have a phone sex line that your lining men up around the corner. Just sucking dick of every guy like a fantasy football team. Yes I can understand the fantasy of all of the hot times. But I like being a regular girl with a dirty mouth and a fun time.

Just like High School, you will find the class president, the drama queen and cheerleader. You just grow older and new roles happen.

 But I can tell you one thing, Everyone was not doing it then and everyone is not doing it now.

Dear Diary..

Talk a little -- Talk a lot ...

I have the love of conversation. I am sure I could talk for hours on any subject. I am so very good at communicating my words. But why is it a struggle when I write a blog. At times, I second guess my topics and re write my thoughts. I wonder if I am being judged for writing what most people wish they could express.

I never found myself like other girls. I always have a ton of girlfriends and guy friends. People often commented, I had a ton of guy friends because they want to sleep with me. As much as that could be true. I have always found that I had wonderful friendships with them. I always found them so protective for me. My entire life I felt I could relate to men.

The world is obsessed with love, sex and money. I would say I am among the obsessed. I spent some of my life confusing the real meaning of all three. I slept with the wrong guys. I love my family. I spent to much money. It took me alot of growing up to know that sex and love are not the same thing. If you cheat, you are cheater. I don't go it was just meaningless sex. If you truly loved that person you would not have cheated. In life people make mistakes and your lucky if your forgiven. Sometimes its harder to forgive yourself.

We live in a world that gets faster and faster. So being a phone sex girl, sometimes I get away from every day life in getting to know my clients. In writing this blog I leave a little window open on my life. Even I sometimes wonder how we all get through the day

Love Kat ox

Dear Diary...

I am weekend ready already !! -- I have my inner kitty as my sexy weapon.  --Meow

 I know when to flip my hair or brush it from my face every so lightly.   I use my eyes to tell the story knowing your just waiting for my words.  I am going to find some fun this weekend. I am so ready for it !  Watch out this kitty is on the loose.

I saw this glittery corset that ties up the back with thick party type ribbon. To me that sounds like one gift, I might have to get myself.  I would be like a birthday gift just waiting to be opened.

My birthday is coming up this Saturday-- maybe I should I should start the party now.

-- Kat ox